I created a new account but I still wasn't consistent.
#DID THEY STOP IMVU FOR MAC OFFLINE#
Luckily, during the period of my life I could not be on a computer consistently (sharing one with my entire household, being in school & not really having time) so I was offline for a few years. I'm sure you've all seen it or heard of it before but I want to be completely transparent and honest.I cannot tell you how many times I engaged in cyber sex on IMVU. It started getting addictive.almost like a natural high, or feeling of adreneline from doing something odd/taboo.
I can say with complete honesty after spending countless hours of just trying to connect with someone, I gave into the the pressure of keeping an innocent persona & I began engaging in more sexual activites. Poses can be very innocent but also extremely rouchy ( aka lewd). With all the given poses for each room, all you have to do is wait for someone is just as curious/bored as you to join what's called a "pose". IMVU was a place where i experienced it all. For me, discovering sex & feelings didn't come into my mind until i was around 14. At the time, boys were are big part that season of my life. I would consistently hit the "Chat Now" button hoping to find somebody interesting to speak with. I will admit I was throughly enjoying the time I was having it was also doing damage to my self esteem. Whether you try to create a happy and long lasting family or you get into the more explicit side of things, everything is completely up to you with no way of anyone truly finding out who you are behind the screen unless you feel comfortable telling them or exposing yourself. You choose your IMVU lifestyle and it can be as edgy as you want it to be. In IMVU, those type of worries aren't even possible unless YOU create them. In real life, this type of customization to the body is not possible with proper money of course.but even then there is potentially some type of reprocussion later due to the altering of how one is naturally born. Anyone who has played IMVU before knows the joy you feel in creating something that is meant to represent be made so perfect. I was enjoying seeing this avatar who I made to be what I considered beautiful in my eyes with flawless skin, and perfect curvaceous body. It started off innocent.I would simply hop from room to room, hoping to meet people who were kind and not call me a noob for the clothing i was wearing.
#DID THEY STOP IMVU FOR MAC FOR FREE#
I was surviving off of the 5,000 credits they gave you for free upon signing up for the game. The game drew me in in everyway from the customization of your avatar, room designing, chat room to join, people to meet.how could I not be mesmerized but what it had to offer? I was not one of those players who could afford the "more extravagant" IMVU lifestyle. Back before the game introduced more explicit content, I would roam on the game simply looking for cool new people to meet.
When I think of IMVU and all of the things I have done on there, I somewhat become disgusted with myself. These games when I think them bring a smile to my face. I had previously played games like habbo hotel, zwinky, meez world, poptropica, etc (back around the time I was 14 so this is probably early-mid 2000's). I was a young, inexperienced girl who was just looking for fun games to play.
I allowed it to be large portion of my life to the point where I would choose to hang out and life my live there rather than to live my own real life. It's something that I have been going through since I was at least 14 years old, maybe younger. I have debated for a long time now about if I should share my IMVU experience.
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